You know when sometimes, you look at something as an outsider and it looks perfect.. but when you come closer, its all just a huge mess? Ever since the beginning, my class was viewed at that perfect class... they looked like a family. I never fit in because i just moved here... but when i did fit in, i realized how full of crap it all was... I wasn't the popular girl yet i dreamed to be, and when i was... i saw the lies!
A huge "family" that backstabs one another. I went out with a few girls and they told me every bit. A year ago, 4 girls were closer than ever. one of them started dating a guy from that class and so another of those 4 girls complained and it got quite... well... dramatic. 2 girls were left to choose sides, and they chose the one who was dating.
A year later everything was supposedly resolved, but it really wasn't. The three other girls always go out without her and ignore her... they were her only and bestest friends just showing her fake smiles and nodding... she was a successful woman, maybe thats why she was alone.. no one likes to hang out with someone who reminds them they are shit people.
Another part of the class is formed by 4 other girls. 4 disgusting girls. Those girls dont ignore one another, they backstab one another and blame the other. One of them fell in love, yet strives for drama and continuously cheats on him. Her girls must support her yet one by one come to me to tell me how big of a pig she is... giving her a horrible reputation and then blaming the guy for blabbing...
Another group is of guys, perverted children who can never be spoken to. Some guys are amazing to hang out with, they treat you as a sister and you could hug them without worrying that theyd be aroused by your boobs touching them like you did when you were 13. Those "men" are now 18, and you cannot even say hello without a sexual remark. We have the one whos obsessed with gym and his body, one who fucks every girl in school and throws her away, one who begs for fitting in and would jump off a high cliff for the guys... which in fact he did, one whos pride cannot be swallowed as he thinks hes god because he can get any girl... he makes them believe theyre the only ones in his life then fucks her sister as well, one whos simply too violent and just always comes down and beats a girl up then blames her and walks away.... well you get the picture.. theyre unbearable.
Our group is the last group, no one backstabs nor hurts. Were the real family. and yet when we looked from afar it seemed they were perfect. Looks can be so deceiving!
I went back home and my best friend texted me, he hasnt spoken to me in a while because he started dating a girl whos jealous of me... cant blame her i am who i am. I just got out of the most amazing relationship , and im still in love with my ex. We facetime for a while, until he starts showing me his bulge on his pants... it got sexual and i tried to resist... he always called me special, but for once i felt i wasnt. My best friend was a player and a fuckboy, and he added me to the list of girls he sexted... I stopped him before anything crossed lines and turned my phone off.. it took him a while to realize what hed done and apologize... but even when nothing happened and im single... i felt i cheated on my ex... i woke up and he was my first thought, like my everyday of every waking second.
x Kisses. LG x
A huge "family" that backstabs one another. I went out with a few girls and they told me every bit. A year ago, 4 girls were closer than ever. one of them started dating a guy from that class and so another of those 4 girls complained and it got quite... well... dramatic. 2 girls were left to choose sides, and they chose the one who was dating.
A year later everything was supposedly resolved, but it really wasn't. The three other girls always go out without her and ignore her... they were her only and bestest friends just showing her fake smiles and nodding... she was a successful woman, maybe thats why she was alone.. no one likes to hang out with someone who reminds them they are shit people.
Another part of the class is formed by 4 other girls. 4 disgusting girls. Those girls dont ignore one another, they backstab one another and blame the other. One of them fell in love, yet strives for drama and continuously cheats on him. Her girls must support her yet one by one come to me to tell me how big of a pig she is... giving her a horrible reputation and then blaming the guy for blabbing...
Another group is of guys, perverted children who can never be spoken to. Some guys are amazing to hang out with, they treat you as a sister and you could hug them without worrying that theyd be aroused by your boobs touching them like you did when you were 13. Those "men" are now 18, and you cannot even say hello without a sexual remark. We have the one whos obsessed with gym and his body, one who fucks every girl in school and throws her away, one who begs for fitting in and would jump off a high cliff for the guys... which in fact he did, one whos pride cannot be swallowed as he thinks hes god because he can get any girl... he makes them believe theyre the only ones in his life then fucks her sister as well, one whos simply too violent and just always comes down and beats a girl up then blames her and walks away.... well you get the picture.. theyre unbearable.
Our group is the last group, no one backstabs nor hurts. Were the real family. and yet when we looked from afar it seemed they were perfect. Looks can be so deceiving!
I went back home and my best friend texted me, he hasnt spoken to me in a while because he started dating a girl whos jealous of me... cant blame her i am who i am. I just got out of the most amazing relationship , and im still in love with my ex. We facetime for a while, until he starts showing me his bulge on his pants... it got sexual and i tried to resist... he always called me special, but for once i felt i wasnt. My best friend was a player and a fuckboy, and he added me to the list of girls he sexted... I stopped him before anything crossed lines and turned my phone off.. it took him a while to realize what hed done and apologize... but even when nothing happened and im single... i felt i cheated on my ex... i woke up and he was my first thought, like my everyday of every waking second.
x Kisses. LG x
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